January 2009
1 post
nightpost
the constant fear you put into my life. the constant stressor of if today is the day. you have made one of the biggest impacts on my life. because of you, my guard is constantly up. i find it hard to trust, hard to love, and how to be happy. lately, the only person to be able to get past that, is christian. and he is one of the sweetest boys i’ll ever know. he is a true jem. sort of, my...